All throughout my childhood I longed to be somebody else,
Cinderella, Rapunzel, Sleeping Beauty... See a pattern?
I wanted to be a Princess!
Live in a castle, wear beautiful dresses, marry a prince.
Whenever my siblings and I would watch a movie we would "call" being some one in the movie.
So for that whole movie we "were" them. If that makes any sense at all, because it made perfect sense to us.
Sometimes even to this day we "call" who we are in the movie but it wasn't until recently when we were riding home from the movie Frozen that I let the juvenile words slip from my mouth,
"I wish I was her," referring to a princess in the movie
Where as my mother answered,"You can't be anyone but yourself."
It was like some one took a mirror and put it in front of my face,
reminding myself that I am here.
I am here, and I can not change the fact that I am me.
Of course I can dream, but I will dream for me
Not for Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel or Cinderella
but for me.
Because all I can be is me.